It was not as painful as I thought it would be. I spent most of last week dreading Monday morning, and spent many nights crying myself to sleep. I just did not want to leave my baby girl. I don't feel too bad about leaving Matthew at school these days because he absolutely LOVES it! Logann's just a baby though. God and I had a heart to heart, and He gave me peace. He gave me perspective. I took Logann to school Monday morning, did not shed a tear, and felt complete peace when I left. This peace was amazing! It was then compounded in greatness, by the realization I had when I returned to school. I saw the faces of my children, some who live in situations that would upset even adults, and I KNEW I was where God wanted me to be. Not that He does not want me to be with Logann and Matthew, but that He DOES want me with these children. He wants me to love them unconditionally. He wants me guide them. He wants me to show them Jesus. I will not go into detail about what I know these children are going through, but they need God. I have a bracelet that reads "I may be the only God some people ever see." I wear it to school often to remind myself what an influence I can have for God. All that said...I am already ready for Spring Break! Is that bad????-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Both of my children have always loved their baths. It's fun to watch Logann in her bath. As I mentioned in a Not Me!Monday, she gets a bath every night with her Johnson's Bedtime Bath. She (I mean we) love it! She has the best time splashing around. I put her tub on the bathroom counter. She makes me laugh because she sees me in the mirror, and does not realize that I am standing right beside her! She laughs, smiles, kicks, and splashes the whole time she is in the tub. I had to share a few pictures. Enjoy!
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These are some of Logann's 3 month pictures. I think they're precious, but I am the mommy!
***I will post more about Mr. Matthew soon! I haven't forgotten about him!***
She's so sweet!! Yes. God places us exactly where He wants us to be. Teaching allows moms a great schedule to have the best of both worlds. Have a great spring break!
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